Lease

hmm feel like this most of time

We are always trying

Feeling kind of hollow today. Sometimes I feel that I'm really not good enough, I don't try hard enough. I'm still trying to decide what I want from life. How can I achieve all I want when I'm too scared to take a risk now and again? I know so many talented and wonderful people, and I'm really glad I can call them my friends, but at the same time, I feel pretty inadequate compared with pretty much everyone.

I want to take some action. Make myself happy for a while, but I'm scared everything will fall apart again. That I won't be good enough, again. I should try. But what if it all goes wrong?

actually amazing

actually amazing
Originally uploaded by kukulaka

there maybe some hope for leicester after all....